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Originally Posted by East17
The thoughts are speeding up again, but physically I am exhausted.. It doesn't make sense. Nothing makes sense.
I know I have to keep going, for her sake....
But I really just want to give in and let the darkness win.
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I'm no doctor but I have bipolar disorder 1. My most predominant mood sepispde is a mixed episode. It's depression and mania at the same time. It's bad.
"Mixed" immediately popped in my head when I saw your post.
I see you're posting in the Depression forum.
See a pdoc or a second opinion if you have been diagnosed with MDD and bipolar has been ruled out. I was misdiagnosed with MDD rather than bipolar disorder. It happens a lot. It's no bueno if you're fed SSRI's with no stabilizer.
Please do NOT construe this as medical advise. I highly encourage you to get evaluated by a psychiatrist if you haven't already. The treatment is different. xo