Dear Dr. S,

I miss you. I'm nervous. I'm struggling with food. I want to say F it and have drive thru food. I know I can, I know it will only make things worse for my surgery. I'm trying to keep that in the front of my mind so I care. I feel like I am losing the battle. The problem is, I don't think talking to you about it would make a bit of difference...So ... almost at 48 hours to check in. Can I hold out that long? I guess I really only have to hold out for 39.5 hours as I cannot have anything to eat after midnight tomorrow. I wish we could just hang out over the next 48 hours... do whatever to kill the time and keep me distracted. -me