T:
Part of me want to sit down and write a long *** letter detailing all the things going thru my head. All the things I keep forgetting or just fail to bring up in session. Maybe it won't be as long as I think it will be, but it feels like it would be the longest email ever.
Or maybe that's the part of me that won't let me write it. It's always a war, and I usually lose. It's easier that way.
I've been "OK" lately, and able to "handle" things. Am I? Or am I just stuffing it down and it will all come out later. Remember that Seinfeld episode "serenity now"? I'm thinking that's what I'm doing. I'm ok for now, but watch out...it's coming. I don't know when, but I'm gonna blow (meltdown, freak out) sooner or later.