Hello skye: Well... in al honesty... I don't know. I do have some idea of how you feel. I don't have anyone I can talk to either. In my case, a lot of the time it doesn't really matter to me. But from time-to-time it feels very lonely. Perhaps that's part of the reason I spend so much time here on PC. Maybe that's the alternative for you too. Just keep posting & possibly participate in some of the chat rooms if that's of interest. Personally I don't chat. So I don't know if that can be of help.