I'm going to write this to you and say you are worth it and don't let anyone tell or make you feel different and in the same post I'm going to write and say I'm a hypocrite because all day today all I can think of is not existing and being done now! And I have kids to care for whom I love so much and they drive me crazy! As a single parent and being friendless and w/o family, I'm stuck here to care for them. But I'm about to cry just thinking of living another day. I think I can understand some of your emotional pain. And I'm sorry