Ever since my T had surgery which was a little over a week ago I feel I've been looseing the connection. I've had to wait over to weeks to see her, I see her on tuesday. I'm scared, because I'm afraid she'll have forgotten certain things in therapy....its like 2 weeks for me is an exaggerated 2 years. I can't control it.

I've been writing her everyday, she told me too which was very nice, she normally reads my letters at the beginning of session. She'll have lots to read on tuesday...

I'm scared that she'll read all the letters and we'll have little time to talk....I have 1 hour sessions, but they seem to fly by.......I guess I'm paranoid huh?......argh....I miss you T................I hope you're ok...

Dustin