Finally slept well last night. Went for a long brisk walk this morning trying to burn of fat and agitation. Still feeling irritable but mood is good. I have been very productive. Things seem great but I have this weird sense of foreboding at times and feel a little 'off'. Think I am out of the mixed state so hopefully stability is around the corner. Kind of all over the place though, with my racing thoughts and constant momentum. Wondering if I am hypomanic. Oh well, I am fed up analysing my behaviour, mind and mood. It is what it is. Seeing pdoc tomorrow (Tuesday here) and T Wednesday. They should be able to tell me what is going on. I am just going to rush head-on into life and see what happens.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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