Hi this is my 1st post. I'm bipolar & it has slowly consumed my life. The older I get the worse it gets. I'm at a point were I'm afraid to make decisions. I have made so many bad ones. I have dug a big enough hole I can't climb out. I'm afraid to tell my family & friends I don't want to be a burden to them. I can't seem to find a place to live I can afford. I can't keep moving I'm tired of climbing that ladder just to fall back in. I can't climb anymore don't know we're to go from here. Im 56 years old & tire of fighting.