((((((((((((( okie )))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. It matters not what other's issues are posted here (I don't mean that others problems don't matter...just that you have a right to yours)...yours are just as important and deserve as much support as everyone else's.
You will work through this hon....I have faith in you and your abilities to help yourself and for all the support you will receive along the way from PC.
I can't imagine how you are feeling right now. But I do empathize with you and understand how it feels to find out that you have been betrayed by someone you loved dearly. My heart does go out to you as well as my hand of friendship. You can lean on me anytime you need to, for anything.
Hold on to us okie.....let us hold you up when you are feeling weak and down. We care!

sabby