We must so understand each other... because I almost put the very same post last night... cause I was feeling the same way..

The next trigger...the next switch.. that ones trigger.. another switch... that ones trigger.. the next switch..

living thru the feelings.. of the PTSD.. for that alter.. after switch...

I am not complaining.. am not saying "poor me"... am just saying... to have one day... where I was free.. how very wonderful that would be...