Hi beta.

No advice mate. `Just empathy`

My child-hood was not that good at all, too long to mention! `BUT` over the years` got worse and worse `UNTIL` that day with the ROPE back in September of last year!!!! Then I saw a Psychiatrist for the first time in December last year! "NOW" I am at PEACE with my dad now!! ` Predominantly it was the resentment for my dad, which I had since I was in my young teens` (Probably due to the fact being ill treated un-fairly, un-like my brothers`, who whey`re loved always`!! And maybe due to the fact his Sister,(My aunti) sexually assaulted me when I was 6yrs and my mum had not long been killed in a car-crash!!!) `No-wonder my f*****g head is MASHED`!!