Pretty sure I'm being constantly abused in life. Trying to find a way to stand up for myself in ways that will have a positive effect. Unsure of which fork in the road to take and pretty sure whatever I decide will lead to pain at first.....but one might result in less pain overall in the end. Confused, in pain, stressed, and slipping. Holding onto a thread of hope. Grateful for various things and feeling robbed in others. Wearing as much mental armor as I can muster for this battle.