Hi Cyran.
No she didn't actually physically cut me and I don't know if she ever intended to either. She just got off on the power and skewed authority she thought she was exercising by threatening me. At 3 years of age, I wasn't able to fully comprehend that she was actually just trying to scare me into submission. She will never know if she did for I remember being taken out of the school shortly thereafter.
I am glad to say that I am not traumatized by it now, however I am glad that I have finally remembered (or realized) why I absolutely hate my ears being touched.
I am also so amazed at how the memories flooded back.
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