Hey guys, I'm so stressed out, depressed and embarrassed today. So I was going to see my new general practitioner and he told me to fill a form to bring in on my mental health, I was going to the GP with my sister to drop me off. And at one part of the sheets it said suicidal assessment I wrote down the truth that I did think about suicide and all that. So before going into the car I folded that part so my sister doesn't see it, so we were waiting next to the GP's office and I went to the reception to inquire about something they sent me I left the forms with my sister. Coming back I saw her reading through the part about my suicide assessment and I was gutted and so sad that she knows that I had those thoughts