I have had PTSD for 14/15 yrs now. In the beginning I had these moments....loosing time......often. Then I have no recollection of a particular day and even days. Still cannot remember it, my diary is my only witness. As the years went on it happens less. During times of severe stress or a backflash I still get it, but it is for short periods only now, 4/5 hours. It still scares me to know that my psychi can be so disrupted that I am unable to cope with reality. Most people who meet me cannot believe that I am a PTSD sufferer because I hide it so well. I have been in therapy for 14 yrs and every 18 months or so I need hospitalization to tweet my meds. I'm a survivor though and I will not let this injury ruine my life. I am greatful every day for all my blessing from the universe and pray that no one befalls harm. I wish you all the strength and love that you deserve. Please don't loose hope, it does get better.