It's too hard right now. I seen her and all those emotions came back. From the last time I saw her and the way she acted towards me infront of her friends...I hate the position that I am in right now. If we where divorced I guess it would be different but being separated, it's extremely painful. I told my kids before I took them to practice that I wouldn't be able to stay because I have an appointment anyways, but when I seen her she didn't pay me no attention, didn't try to speak or much less look at me, she was on her phone the whole time. It bothers me I guess that she is nonchalant about it while I'm hurting about our marriage still. Maybe it is time for me to just give up..