Hello Rhea: I'm sorry you're having this experience. I'm not the member, here on PC, you want to hear from with regard to this. But I noticed no one had replied to your post. So I thought I would. The only thing I can say is you see how it's going to be with this man if-&-when he does come back. Is the love you feel for him strong enough to withstand that on an ongoing basis? Only you know the answer to that question.