SeptemberMom,

I think alot of people do experience depression around this time of year. I know I do sometimes.

I know also that when my anxiety starts to go away then my depression starts up or if my depression is under control my anxiety starts up. So whatever is going on I never feel better. So I can understand what you are talking about...

Alot of people will see spots when looking into the bright sunlight, I do... it's just the different lights reflecting off whatever. Trick of the light etc.

I know how you feel though hon, I feel the exact same way.