So i got a copy of my T records because I thought I would need them for something and I read a few pages and felt completely betrayed by my old T. I just didn't like how she spoke about me and it made me feel as if the whole time we interacted with each other she was being fake. I stopped a few pages in because I didn't want to get more upset and eventually read what my new T said because I'm sure I'd feel the same way and I didn't want to have to change T's again. I don't want to go in the first place but I have to go to keep my pdoc.