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Old Mar 21, 2017, 10:15 PM
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I'm done being the strong one. In college, I am the one who is always listening to people's relationship issues, the one who is helping others study for classes, the one who always has to take the lead with projects, the one who is always stuck in the middle of arguments, and the one who is constantly studying for A's in my classes. I can never turn off my brain and now I just want to quit. In college, it seems like everyone has problems and I seem to be the only one who they come to. I love the fact that they trust me, but I can't solve everything. I bottle up my feelings and push them under the rug, because more important things come up. I am basically working on two degrees, because my friend (who I love very much) always needs help with her homework, studying, or lab reports. She is more like a sister to me and I want her to succeed. I just have so much going on in my life. Since the beginning of the year, everything has changed in my life. I lost three relatives ( one to suicide with no note), lost my dog to cancer, found out my church is closing, discovered my camp I worked at for years (literally my second home) is closing, my best friend moved to Erie, and I am constantly stressed with school. I just really need to vent and unfortunately I don't have someone to do that with currently...
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