If you are signing tomorrow, you must have made a decision and I recall that you said he is abusive. You must still love him in many ways; you loved him enough to marry him. I assume that you made this decision on your own, not based on what EVERYONE says but instead tried to evaluate your needs based on his behavior rather than purely on your emotions. That being said, of course it is a very emotional time for you. Marriage can be as significant to our life as a birth or death. It is a big deal and will take a lot of time to move on from. Go easy on yourself. <<extra hugs>>