Dear t,
When I said my talkative Ness goes up and down and I don't always say what I need. That I hide well, I was talking about then. I needed to say "I'm not okay" but didn't know how to say it or explain it. I talked about my soul crushing anxiety but didn't use those words because I didn't want you to think I believed in a soul because I don't. why couldn't I talk for real? I talked and it wasn't fake but the urgency and desperation wasn't represented.