I clearly can't do anything right. I fail at being an adult and clearly won't ever be able to be fully functional without somebody taking care of me.

I can't even cook freaking pancakes right. I had some pancake mix that I got from a food drive last Dec when I needed help with getting food during the holidays, and I haven't been able to use it because I haven't been able to afford any pots and pans to cook with until recently.

I was looking forward to cooking some of my meals to save money and I went out of my way to start with pancakes, but even after measuring everything right, I can't seem to get it into the skillet without messing it up.

Finally, I gave up and got angry and threw everything across the wall and I might have even damaged the cookware that I just bought in the process.

Such a shame too because this pancake mix is the high quality organic stuff and I badly want to eat it, but it's too hard to cook them myself.

I hate myself. I deserve death for being so stupid.