Thanks.

It was really hard for me to write the letter. Actually, I attempted to do this just the other day, and I did, but it was terrible, and I couldn't give it to them. So, last night, I decided that I had to do it, no excuses. I started, and told myself that there was no turning back.

I really do want change, and that was my driving force.

If I were deciding right now, no way do I want my family to be involved in this. I'm not ready for that, and I think that most of the problem is me anyway. If that ever comes up, we can deal with it then.

We (my mom and I) discussed it a little bit. We agreed on a female therapist because I would feel more comfortable with that. She said that she'll look into things, and she already has a possibility in mind (the therapist that her friend's daughter saw when she was dealing with anorexia).