Ten deep breaths.

You are good at what you do.

You love what you do.

Everyone believes in you.

You believe in you.

You proved your dedication and perseverance to your employer at your interview and they've commended you by awarding you a job. You recognised you needed time off when you were burnt out and they awarded you with vacation time because you have worked extremely hard for them. Most importantly, you are taking care of yourself by using therapy as help. You are doing great!!