I can relate to what you are going through. I'll eat normal sized meals throughout the day but have a tendency to ask stop at McDonald's in the morning on my way to work and on my way home from work. It's financially taxing be terrible for my health. I can't seem to get out of this cycle. I'm never hungry anymore - always full but still looking for food. My partner doesn't know about my eating to the fullest extent. I have brought up to her food addiction but she always shrugs it off and doesn't really listen. Do you have someone you could talk to, maybe a therapist or supportive friend? I just started talking to my therapist about it last week.