Started anxious today and now slipped into depression. This is not what I need.

My lower back still hurts. My husband is doing things he shouldn't, and it's ticking me off. I keep telling him to sit or lie down and let himself rest. He's hopped up on Percocet so he's not feeling much. I'm having to drive around which is terrifying for me.

Wrote two poems but they were pretty moody and sad.

Need to make dinner soon. And then try a heating pad for my back.