My depression has worsened despite medication increases and weekly therapy. T says Many changes in my life and past memories are making me feel this way. After last session I left abruptly due to a panic attack. I called to apologize a few days later, he was very understanding. He asked if he could call and check on me, I said yes I would like that. I got a call from him and he says he had a memo for him to call me and he couldn't remember why. Well, this is why I hate to rely on anyone I felt like an idiot as I said "You wanted to check on me". I lied and said I was fine, he seemed hurried and not interested.