Dear L,

I had more memories for you today, they just sort of spilled out of me on the spot-- Now I'm remembering you said my defense of my mother was setting an extremely low bar for standards of care, and it's been a few hours since the session now, and instead of letting that sink in, I'm sure I was making the memories up, or maybe I'm leaving out good parts where my mother cared for me, or I don't know, I'm just so confused about what really happened and I'm afraid I'm lying