I been seeing a new pdoc for 2 weeks and she leaning to wards this diagnosis more there is a type 3 and I been told not google it or try to not over think it but i can't help it.
Well this isn't first time I been given the label of bipolar though I feel denial again perhaps I am just scared what it means for me. I was just used to been told I had anxiety and depression for most of my life.
The new pdoc is leaning bipolar especially type 3?
I was put on seroquel for sleep at 25 it worked for a few days putting me asleep I saw the pdoc today putting me up 50mg I asked what she thought of me she leaning towards a bipolar type as the way I talk of my past cause how irritable I can get.
I do notice my mood do fluctuate not quickly but I do have alot of moment "why I suddenly feel this way?" Moments at times. I do have a flash back at work I was told I was crazy as I was very quick on my feet and laughing giggle fits I wouldn't say I am happy at that moment just excitable?
I am overthinking which I got told not to but I am over thinker I really just want to get better function in stability I never know what's ever going on with me, I know I tend to focus on is my low moods thats why I went in to get help.
I worry I am going to offend someone not my intention
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