Actually I was at the add boards too. I didnt see much to discuss there. I found the posts here and in the bipolar group much more helpful. And it appears aside from my add, its the depression of whats happened to me, and the wierd thinking of mine that keeps me here. I just feel like my lifes been a waste up to this point. I feel like I will never get out of this funk and resume a normal life. My mom that just adopted me 2 years ago, she has kept me in therapy and for that I am grateful. I was afraid to post for some time now but i have to say you guys are wonderful.

Thanks for the welcome.
Colleen