Awwww, Lefty!!!! Sending good thoughts your way.

Haven't been around and checking in much. Kind of depressed (it feels like meds are blunting that somewhat, which is ok by me).

But mostly anxiety. Social security hearing results were negative. The frustration of that is majorly compounded as it very much seems that it was this particular judge's judgemental attitude and incorrect assumptions that kept it from happening.

That was our last financial hope, as all reserves we've been eeking by on are nearly gone. So now we are selling our stuff to try to keep homelessness at bay. So yes, lots of anxiety. Having to knock myself out at night, otherwise it's rumination and panic.

Have 2 appts. today. One to go over meds, the other therapy, which I'm going to find out what housing help might be available (they work a lot with people in situations). I'm so VERY apprehensive.