Thank you so much. God i feel like the president....LOL you guys are great! I was so afraid to post. I cant believe i waited months to post. and here i got the best welcome!

I cant wait to get to know all of you. I cant wait to just unload the crap ive carried around for years. The fear over just about everything. the apprehension i have towards authority and the generally anxious feelings in a large group. Its amazing what consequences you have to deal with after being abused many different ways.

I feel like I could go on for days here. I believe a lot of my issues as an adult are stemmed from my upbringing or lack thereof.

Thanks again. sorry for rambling.
Colleen