I want to quit trying to lose weight. Or reducing the lifesaver around my waist. My main problem. I went from a 32' waist to a lose 40' now. 35lbs all around my waist.
First the Lithium. Then Abilify. I'm taking a some adderall anf wellbutrin and still eat like a horse.
The more I exercise, the hungrier I become. I crave sweets like never before. And peanut butter (with honey).
Sometimes I just want to be fat. 200lb @ 5'9'. But it can get worse. I've seen 220 a few times in my life.
I'm too close to the fridge. All day. Nothing much to do besides playing poker. Which sounds passive, but every time I lose, to the fridge I go. If I win, I go faster to celebrate.
What's wrong with being chubby?. I'm 67yrs young. Old people get fat, right?.
I'm gonna quit. Like everything else in my life. I'm a professional quitter.
Or maybe not. I just saw myself in the mirrow. More adderall.