I constantly question it and analyze my moods.. which probably makes it worse.

My first diagnosis (when I went to a therapist for depression).. like 7 years ago..was ADHD and I was given adderall. Which did nothing after the first couple of weeks. Yet for some reason I kept at it until last summer when I went in for depression again. This time they tried an AD and it kindled me right into the hospital for my bipolar diagnosis.