Thank you all for your input/ It's very helpful, and at the least, it's somewhere I can go to feel like I am being heard. I know I couldn't possibly be the only person who struggles with these problems, but I am so grateful to have this mode of ....release and relief, shall I say.
Reading everything is also helpful. It gives me back, a sense of myself ; at times, I feel so low, I actually think I must be the problem and I can't see things clearly.
Thank you for providing this safe place.