Oh and also I'm not exactly being honest with my PDOC
I still see him to get a PRN anxiety med just in case...I try not to take it but anxiety is a killer so I feel better having them on hand.

My pdoc thinks I'm still taking all the rest of the meds which would be a antipsychotic a mood stabilizer and small dose antidepressant. I'm not saying what I'm doing is a good thing I'm just being honest.

I weaned myself off....this is the hard part. You will feel horrible. Getting off the meds throws you into episodes and this is the point ppl think they cant ever get off.
It eventually calms down.
But like I said if I need them again so be it. I know its a cyclical thing this BP nightmare lol