Your damned if you do have insurance, and damned if you don't. I have it, and can't afford freaking copays. Can't get it free now because i have Insurance. And I finally found a therapist with 30 plus yrs trauma therapy experience and I still can't see her because of lack of funds for copays and transportation. I was supposed to go to a residential trauma treatment facility directly out of inpatient, but insurance doesn't cover it of course. Even though I want to seriously kill myself everday because I can't stand how much of a freak I am, and can't stand dealing with night terrors, flashbacks and panic attacks anymore.
I haven't been to therapy in at least three weeks. I have no support system, and I'm isolating more and more