I have copied and pasted the following words to Erebos....the response to something written to me....in that thread in 'creative corner'.....

I would share this here....for these are words...I would give to those who responded to me here.....in past moments...I read your words...that did not come fully in...as the clarity of the offering....I have gone back and read them again....I feel a sense of comforting from them....because I have brought myself to stillness...instead of the thrashing thoughts....I held...by my moments of choice....in reaction.....

There is some head hanging....at my holding on to it so long....yet...your words....are taken in now...their intention....as gift.......Thank you....ALL.....truly....

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Dear Erebos....

Thank you for your words....and very greatly....I thank you for your signature....

I Don't Care What You Think Of Me...I Don't Think Of You At All.
CoCo Chanel.

It reminded me...of the choice...that place I can have the power...the ability to shout...F*** YOU....even if...again...it is in silence....the tone and texture...of refusal....comes to me again....I have had to refuse...and refuse...and refuse...and refuse.....

Passage of days....and to read your words...are the reminder.....I am not the occurrence...that caused me to write these words......I have in the moments...taken it on the chin....figuratively....and physically....and these moments....are only because I expressed vulnerability....and then felt....moments of forced....I forgot...I am not....I am NOT....anything other than....what sets in my Be-ing...no moment defines....as less...or....more.....I just am......and all that carries...

I had to write on my wall....Things change........your words....helped me...
Thank you....very much....

I am going to copy and paste this...in the feedback thread...too....

My goal is to look.....this has been....a looking experience....still surprising....what I blind myself to....for someone who is trying to see...