I think this is a good example of how important it is to recognize the disorder, deal with reality and face life as good as you can do. Enjoy the moment, enjoy the fun with your co-workers while it lasts. Because at the end of the day the disorder is there to stay and ****s up most of our lives in one way or another. My "life situation" can change rapidly from week to week based on who I am around and how we get along, its just the way it is and I have come to accept that at the age of 34. I dont have any longterm friendships, no girlfriends, byt hey, I know a lot of people on this planet who has a much worse life than I have. So try to enjoy these moments as much as you can!