Só leigheas,

What you describe sounds dreadful but think of it this way: Maybe some of the people who are not leaving you alone simply want to help because they love you? We can only heal when we find people that we trust. When we truly believe they want to help and we let them. It is not easy. I have experienced a bit of paranoia about people and institutions at times in my life. It is a terrible feeling. And your hallucinations may not be permanent--maybe either sleep or the right medications could help. I am not an expert but I don't think your hallucinations automatically make you dangerous...