I had a summer job until August of last year when I was hospitalized for a mixed episode. They don't want me back this year because of how often I missed work and how horribly I did my job when I went and was symptomatic. I tried going back this summer but it's not happening.
Every place I apply to either wants me to work hours I can't handle or wants relevant experience of which I have none.
Right now I'm in a depression and being home all day isn't helping. I have virtually no money and at this rate I'll never be able to support myself (I go back and forth b/t living with my mom and my grandma). My mom wants me to go on disability but I would rather find a job, it's just I can't.
It's hard. I have no motivation, no concentration, and I feel so inept.
Help?