I want to do this through therapy, but I've been to my last therapist for about 9 months and it has been a waste of time in my opinion. I think that form of attraction I've had to my therapist has been interfering. It's the same attraction I had to that specific ex best friend I mentioned.
With that, I prefer the therapy to not have time wasted and buttered to create an emotional bond. I want it on-point to what I want, I want it to be intellectual rather than a "spiritual journey" (as my previous therapist would label therapy), I want it to be informative to my mind and I want to feel mentally challenged rather than be put down emotionally.