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Originally Posted by Courtney125
What could I be then? A malignant narcarcisst I'm so scared I'm going to hurt someone I want to be locked away I have utter hate for myself and I really don't know how to live! (Sorry if this double posts) I feel like whenever I'm nice it's a fake persona and deep down I'm evil and want to harm people
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A malignant narcissist also wouldn't give a ****, trust me. How would I know? I am one. I don't hate myself, or struggle with a fear of harming people as you do. I also am not inclined towards suicidal ideation, I have bipolar disorder but even at my most depressed I was still just as grandiose as ever, and certainly not suicidal.
I also don't consider myself evil.
Why do you believe you're so very evil? I think the word evil is a serious one, and not to be used lightly.
Thoughts of harming people are just that, thoughts. Actions are what matter at the end of the day. Your intentions don't mean ****, again I am speaking from experience.