I just don't know what i'd gain from disclosing anything.
3/5 of the hospitals i've been too recommend i go to a forensic psychoanalytical center for the sexual aspect, but i have never disclosed my thoughts of more seriously hurting people.
I don't connect with people, i don't feel the way others do, and doing anything to help me better fit in to society would ultimately be just one more frustration.
I think i am best locked up or permanently hospitalized. My needs aren't too complex. I need structure, food, and a sense of control over my environment, which i could create in an institutionalized setting since everyone is in such intimately close proximity to each other.