Punishment as in the kind you uhh....want....and are....ummm...ahhhh.....willing to pay for (really no puns intended) or something else?

P.S. I like you CE and don't want to see you unhappy (ref: your other thread) -- so yeah, I'm all for you getting help.

P.P.S. Gin and Amaretto are a dangerous combination for me (cue multiple edits).