Stick at it hon. Believe me when I say know where your at.
Been an addict for 24 years, a h addict for 10.

I know a lot of times it's the first few days that break you, but I also know the complacency and lies you tell yourself once your through it.

The pain cramps and sweats are gone, but the crazy dreams still pop up.
And you think just a quick burn, Just the one, for a quiet night. Then I won't do it again. Cos fk me I don't want to do that rattle again....(sigh)
Or at least that's where I often fall.

Ha who am I kidding....I hardly ever make it that far. But the rare occasions I do...
I know what it's like to chase the silence.
To want my brain to shut the fk up for just a minute so I can think.

JD,you have a strength I wish for every day, once again you have dug deep and hung on for another day.
Really proud of you.
Thank you for reminding me it can be done.