So my dad had a horrific childhood abused in every possible form including needing a lock on his bedroom to keep his father out in the middle of the night.
He never sought real help except for his drinking and he has been sober since I was 5 so about 30 years
What I wonder about is symptoms. Loud noises, crowded places, even a tiny bit of noise makes him lose it. Traffic makes him become a nut as well as people in his house, idk just everything makes him lose his marbles. He is a good caring guy but the older I get the more I worry that all his pent up stress is going to kill him. He's admitted to paranoia ( ongoing)and flashbacks when his parents died
Is this all reactions from his trauma?.
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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