I feel like a complete failure in life. I have no friends, no social life and I feel really empty and like I want to die. I'm not focusing or remembering anything at work and my colleagues have started complaining about me behind my back. I'm so scared for my future. I don't think my medication is working and that means I have to go back to the doctor and tell her it's not working when I told her before that it was. The reason I told her I felt ok was because I wasn't sure how I was meant to be feeling but now I'm sure that I'm not meant to be feeling like this. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.