Dear M,

I realized last night that I am mad at you for being on vacation during the fire. I should say STILL mad, because really I've been pissed as **** , totally livid, ever since it happened, that you were on your stupid vacation for over a month. I just couldn't admit it til now. We said I'd be ok while you were gone, that our connection was still there, etc etc, and then five days into it my apartment burnt down??

Where were you?????? I wanted to email you and tell you I was scared, but I wanted to be good and not bother you...